When Homosexuality Hits Home

Have you ever wondered if a child, perhaps even your own, might be
gay? If so, you’re not the first parent who has. Perhaps the better question
is: How do you handle it if he or she comes to you and says, “Mom, Dad,
I’m gay!”

When should you start to suspect that your child might be gay? How early
do signs of homosexuality present themselves? What do you do if your little
boy wants to play with Barbie…or your little girl wants to play with toy trucks
in the mud?

For starters, just because a child appears to be drawn to other-gender
specific activities or play, it does not mean that they will become gay adults.
It’s not uncommon for girls and boys to pretend to be the opposite-sex on
occasion, particularly if they see an older sibling or same-sex friends
having a great time with a certain activity, such as, for boys, going to town
with mom’s make-up kit, or, for girls, physically wrestling each other to the
ground. The official psychological term for these types of behaviors is
“gender nonconformity.” Young preschoolers may play doctor or imitate
adults’ kissing and hugging; these are all signs of normal curiosity and have
no bearing on sexual orientation.

We don’t have al ot of data on what kids do and don’t do sexually. Whether
and when they do anything depends on psychological, environmental and
biological factors, such as, when they start producing sex hormones. Some
children experiment with homosexual behavior just as some experiment
with heterosexual behavior.

So then is it true that we are born gay?
My colleagues in this field of study cannot prove that we are born gay.
However, there appears to be a continuum of sexuality; we all fit
somewhere on the curve between masculinity and femininity . This could
explain why some adult males who claim to have had a tendency towards
homosexuality but either because of religion or the desire to have children,
they chose a heterosexual lifestyle, were able to do so. For other gay men,
that idea is preposterous that they could be anything different than gay.

When do these behaviors in children then start to mean more than
just experimentation?
Bottom-line: Research shows that if a boy repeatedly, and over a long
period of time, plays dress-up, prefers social games to rougher ones, and
only wants to be with girls, etc., it may indeed be significant. If he continues
to choose these activities over and over again, then it’s likely not a passing
phase and it’s often predictive of homosexuality in adulthood in males.
(Please keep in mind that not all homosexual males exhibit such feminine
characteristics yet they consider themselves gay.)
Girls, however, who seem to prefer “boy” things are not as likely to turn out
to be gay. We don’t know why exactly. Perhaps it’s because girls tend to do
more boy activities naturally speaking or there’s just more leeway for girls
to be tomboys than there is for boys to be feminine.

When your child comes to you and says, “Mom, Dad…I’m gay,” what
happens or at least what should you do?

BREATHE ~ HIT THE PAUSE BUTTON

We don’t know what it means just yet.
What does happen is often hysteria…..internally if not externally. What
flashes in a parent’s mind is anything from, “where did I go wrong as a
parent” to “what will the neighbors or my family think;” or “now my child will
die of Aids” to “this is a horrific sin and my child is going to hell.” Other
worries are, “How will society treat my child? What persecution will they
suffer? Will they ever be happy?”

EXPRESS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

Mom and Dad, forget about yourself in this moment. You will never fully
understand the tremendous courage it takes for a child to come forward
and say, in essence, “this may make be completely un-loveable and broken
in your eyes….” What a child needs most, unconditional love and
acceptance. They are the same person they were just one minute before
this disclosure. Never turn your back! Tell him, “If you think you are gay, it
will be alright. We will deal with this. We are a family and we will do this
together! There is no shame in being gay. I will always be there for you no
matter what. I love you absolutely and completely. Nothing would ever
change that. You are and will always be my son!”

MOURNE THE LOSS ~ PREPARE TO EMBRACE TRUTH

Parents need to do their own coming-out process. There is a mourning ~
you need to grieve what you thought adulthood would be like for this child.
And prepare to embrace what will be. I think a gay adult child will
understand a parent’s mourning. They, too, are mourning what they thought life might be or should be. Perhaps not every gay man or woman feels this way, but many have often said to me, “Liz, do you really think I would choose this lifestyle that the world despises or rejects?” It’s an honest response to something that we have little understanding of or a framework for. An adult child would prefer to see their parent grieve for a period of time than reject them or their sexual orientation.

CREATE A SAFE HAVEN

Educate yourself, deepen your ability to love, and reach out to other
parents of gay children. Do whatever it takes to build a safe haven for your
child to come and talk to you about his or her homosexual lifestyle.
Remember, there is a wide continuum between masculinity and femininity.
Keep this is mind as you hear them vacillate between wanting to embrace
the gay lifestyle and wanting a traditional heterosexual family lifestyle. Or,
perhaps your adult child labels themselves as gay but chooses not to act
on that lifestyle. We don’t know how it will be for them; we don’t determine
that for them. We are just there to listen; empathize and love.

EXPECT AND MODEL SUCCESSFUL ADULTHOOD

What do we want most for our children? Regardless of their sexual
preference, we want them to be loving, kind, contributing people who make
the world a better place. Help them identify their natural gifts, talents and
abilities. If your son has a knack for fashion or the arts, encourage him to
be the best in his field. If he or she wants a successful relationship, model
what it is to be a loving, faithful partner. Expect the best from them; gay or
straight.

RESOURCES
“Straight Parents Gay Children: Keeping Families Together,” Bernstein,
R.A.
“Beyond Acceptance.” Griffin, Wirth & Wirth.
Something to Tell You: The Road Families Travel when a Child is Gay,”
Herdt & Koff.
“Coming Out, Coming Home,” LaSala.
Documentary: “For the Bible Tells Me So.” (forthebibletellsmeso.org)